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The testimonial of an old fuggin man and a younger lady.

Well, actually i just want to share this real-life testimonial today. This thing really pissed me off.

I have this faraway aunty. I was really close to her when i was younger until she migrated to Tokyo. haha.
She work as an Elken saleswoman when she was still in Malaysia but no longer is one now in Tokyo.

She is a single mum and her husband was a pain in the ass for everyone. So she couldn't stand him and got rid of him. Meaning divorce. Im glad she made the right choice and not to regret it.

After she divorce, her ex was a real bitch. He took the house, the car and the child away. As a mom, she fighted for her kid. She had to be responsible of the sue-ing fee and the hired-lawyer payment.

As i said, she is just an Elken Saleswoman. I mean you could earn lots if you have lots of contacts, but what you expect from a woman who don't really work and depend on the husband ?

She got back her kid. The cute lil girl. I really pity her because at this young age, she hafta face all these problems. I bet when she grow up to understand that her dad is a bitch, she will understand that the mom made the right choice.

So to pay off her house lone, lawyer fees and car lone, she gotta work extra. So she took up another part time job as a Sales woman for AIA insurance. It was really tough for her to take care of her 2 year old child and her 2 jobs.

Then this guy came up to her. His name is ... ermm... Michael. So, Michael is another Elken Salesman. He is a very top salesman. He is also an Agency Manager. He offered to help Erica with her Part time job as he have plenty of contacts. Blind Erica thought that God sent her and angel to help her when she is down.

I was really happy for her. As time passed, they got closer and closer. Michael loved her, but Erica never did. To her, a man's love is nothing. Her goal in life is to watch her daughter grow and to provide the best for the kid. After 7 years, her daughter grew into one hell of a pretty girl. Her name is .... ermm... Cassandra.

Cassandra never did liked Michael at all. She though he was some old fart trying to be as young as her mom. She often tells me how she feels and all about her mom's so called boy-fren. But actually, Michael to Erica was only a sales partner.

My mom and erica is quite close. Erica is my dad's sister. So last last year, we went on a holiday. Together to Korea. We went there together on the same plane and split with Michael, Cassandra and Erica after that. Daddy paid for our holiday and Michael wanted to treat Erica.
Poor Cassandra wanted to come with us because she hated Michael. but Erica didn't allow.

Michael paid for Erica's and Cassandra's expenses during the trip. WOW! isn't he sooo nice?
Till then, Aunty Erica doesn't have any feelings for him. Isn't it soooo sad? nah.
Michael thought that by all these 'kind' deeds he did to Erica, he could buy her love.
Don't ya'll noe that money can't buy love?

After they came back from their 'kind' holiday by old michael, he started acting crazy.
He was crazy for Erica. Not to mention that Michael has 3 sons who are already working. He had a wife. His wife was not much as the woman he loved, but excuse me? C'mon la, Ur married, stay the fuck away from Erica.

He started calling Erica every damn nite and talk to her on the phone for about 5 hours ? till late late at nite. Erica had no choice but to entertain him because he helped her alot in her sales. This happened for another 2 years. Cassandra is now 12. She started to understand that Michael helped her mom alot to bring her up and to pay for the house expanses.

She didn't hate Michael that much but she still didn't like him at all.
Soon, Erica meet another guy. They fell truly in love. Erica then finds out that, life isn't complete without a man's love. She finally accepted someone after a long time and allow herself to love again.

Erica didn't tell Michael anything. She had a choice to tell anot rite ? Her life is none of his business. Erica then minimizes the time for Michael. She tried to get rid of him in a nice way.
He has been buggin her for 2 years for god's sake.

Economy dropped. Sales becomes worse. Michael was surprised that Erica didn't ask him much for help. Don't you remember that Erica had a new guy to share her problems with, and he is Henry. Henry could helped Erica 100x more than Michael did.

Michael then sensed something. Somethings wrong. He was emotionally disturbed. He started calling Erica 3am in the morning just to disturb her. He started sendind love sms to Erica telling that he couldn't live without her. He even threaten Erica with her reputation in the sales world. He told Erica that if she doesn't love him back, he will kill his own reputation to murder someone else's reputation. WTF man?

Erica got depressed. Cassandra was worried bout her. Cassandra used to call me late at night to tell me bout her mom fighting on the phone with michael. Sometimes she even cried to me. Cassandra couldn't do anything. I can't do much to, but just listen to her and advice her.

One day, Michael called up Erica late at night and told her : Come meet me now. I gathered up all my family members, Im finally ready to tell them that i have found my true love. I'll divorce with my wife and tell my sons that they are gonna get a new mom.

Erica screamed on the phone : CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!

Well.... lucky for Michael because that was just Erica. Imagine if the erica he knew was a girl like me. whoish.
He is dead by now.

To Mr. dumbfuck Michael : Are you a kid ? If you are one, im not surprised if u actually beg for ur love. As a grown up, please have some self dignity. You should understand better than me that love can't be force. If you want to get back what you have given her. Its just impossible. And you actually couldn't get it back at all. What you gave is from ur sincerity. You should also understand that never expect what you will get back after you have given. Im so hoping that you will actually read my blog for once and quit blogging bullshits bout my aunty. Don't you feel bored of doin it for a whole damn year after she migrated to Tokyo with Henry because of you ?!

Get a life.

Continue....

One night, Michael phone me up. He told me that my aunty, Erica was crazy. He told me that she needed to see a physiatrist. I listen with full patience... and waited until he was done.
the convo was :

Him : bla bla bla.... (complain bout my aunt)
Me: (silence)
Me: Are you done ?
Him : huh ?
Me : Are you done ?!
Him : done what ?
Me : Are you done ranting bout my aunt you dumb fuck.
Him : excuse me ?
Me : excuse you. You have no rights to criticize my aunt. You're the dumb bitch that need to see a physiatrist. Idiot!

*slams phone*

he still didn't learn his lesson. Until i complain to my daddy. Daddy complain to erica's ex.

He was a better man then. but... gangsta.

he told his anak buahs to whack the crap outta Michael. He was admitted to ICU.
He didn't survive.
ok i was joking

He woke up. Knowing that his wife and sons left him to somewhere that he couldn't find them
Henry, Erica and Cassandra migrated to Tokyo.

He was filled with sorrow and he wanted to kill him self. but he found another point to live.

Is to be a freak looking for my aunt in tokyo and bitch bout her.
I think right now, he lost his job, family, Erica, money, face-y, and .... his dignity.
Probably he is a beggar now in Tokyo. Still hunting for Erica.

The end.

ermm ... this story is based on a reality story. But i change to storyline abit, names and the migrating crap. haha.. haha.... but to tell the truth. This crap actually happen. And the person who actually experience this crap is someone really close to me. Im not gonna mention who. Because right now, it really pisses me off.

If YOU ever read this post and feel like killing me.... go ahead, we'll see who wins.

and erm... this crap involve adults and not kids like me.
So yea...

Kawan semua ... look now... even a matured adult can be such a freak. Such dramatic stuff happen to adults. So isn't it best to stay as a kid forever ?

Well, every testimonial or story has moral values.
1. Depend on urself. - Erica depended on Michael too much.
2. Love ur family more than any other stuff - Michael ditched his family.
3. You can never force someone to love you, but you can always love the person, but remember there is always a boundary. Don't go over.
4. Never expect back what you've given.
5. NEVER EVER lose ur self dignity.
6. Just be happy.

haha....

right now, i've accomplished 5 of them. I'm just trying to be happy as much as i could.....
There is nothing in this world that i couldn't live without.

A two-way love that last is hard to find, but you can always be the first to do the one-way love.