'Cause tonight, will be the night
That i will fall for you, all over again ;D'
Hi, i'm Grace (:
12th May 1993
I have a thing for
'coloured nails';D
and pretty Shoes.
I've always believed that life's a gift.
So, Enjoy it to the fullest! :D
The stressful week of exam.
Friday, May 18, 2007, 5/18/2007 10:36:00 PM
Sorry, today no mood post pics. I haven't been goin on9 for a whole damn week.
I didn't even have the mood to blog on my damn birthday.
No big. Last year it was terribly spoilt by him.
He was forgave.
So this year, tried my best to be the happiest person on earth on my bday, and still it wasn't really perfect, as i was disappointed by him and him.
but whateva it is, i had a great time with daddy and my sis at Curve. watched spiderman 3.
Spiderman was nice, but somehow i find it abit long winded. I was actually restless sitting down for about 2 hours and 30 mins. I love the ending. It was sort of sad ..... hey, even a 6-7 year old boy cried, and a malay woman beside me cried... so nothing wrong if i cried too. hahax.
Oh yea, did i mention? that i had to go to skool on saturday. (my bday) Sad huh?
Not really actually.
I really had a blast with deb, kav, limay and rach.
Playing badminton.... and i really suck at it.
For some reasons .... i really cant aim at the damn shuttle cock properly. Estimation bad....
My estimation is real bad.... I dunno.. maybe i have monoscopic vision haha!
I just feel like so weak sometimes.... that day, played badminton .... lil while only... suddenly got heart pain. Not exactly heart pain... but maybe its bad gastric la.. dunno. just pain like crap. Thats one thing.
Then i have my knees and wrists and ankle. They just hurt for no reasons sometimes. My knee i understand la.... over used. Wrist and ankle dunno wtf liddat.
haihh.... oh and... he didn't wish. but nvm ... i oredi patah hati.
No use spending ur days sad. No use harping on something HOPELESS.
Drop the topic.
Today, first day of exam. It was pretty stressful.
Sometimes i just think i might mutate into a pontianak ... not a beast (considering i have not-so-long-hair now) with big and long fangs and always ready to bite someone's head off when im really stressed. You noe people, we can't really blame Limay for being bad mood and letting it out on us. I experienced it today, i've never been so so bad mood in my life. The feeling is like.... there is something in you that you wanna let out. Any tiny irritance like someone talking, or someong giggling will seriously get into ur nerves man. This morning i felt like taking a scissors and stab him right at his heart. Or ... i could pick someone and beat that person up kao kao. You ppl noe anywhere with those boxing thingy ? I wanna sign up for that course.
not joking. haha.
I dunno whats wrong with me today. Something really wrong. We had moral and BM2 today. And you ppl should noe i love to write grandma stories and fill up atleast 3 pages of test pad. But unfortunately today .... bahagian C came out my favorite question. Something about dadah that i could really brag like crap about. But suddenly my mind went blank. At that point, i was a hopeless writer.
5 words : I'm gonna fail my BM.
Bahagian A (ringkasan) was a pain in the ass. Bahagian D was the best, considering i nearly killed someone while memorizing the damn watak dan perwatakan Deli, and i don't think i missed a word.
13 more papers to go.
Kampateh!!
Its test war 1 for me.
I MUST GET ALL A"S!!!
haih.... atleast... all about 80% then i happy.
Drop the damn exam topic.
one more thing to talk about. or maybe brag.
As many of my frens noes, i am very emotionless. eg: sad or happy.
I just get grumpy. thats it.
And they noe, when i set my mind to delete a person from my brain memory, i could.
and i actually did it.
but.... that particular day, when i was walking to science lab 2. i think it was yesterday, i couldn't remember.
i wasn't looking where i was goin and suddenly he appeared infront of me.
Our eye met for the third time. Yes, the third time.
and this time the feeling was different.
Its like i just kena those iron thingy in the hospital for someone who is dying. Forgot whats it called.
Its like, that iron thingy just shocked me at my heart. It was like a thunder in my heart. Suddenly strike liddat, can get heart att wei.
both of us stone there for about 3 secs. and It thundered for 3 secs.
Or maybe, the heart stop beating for 3 secs and i stopped breathing for 3 secs.
The feeling was....
weird.
Its unforgettable. I never felt like that before. seriously, never.
and i never ever wish to feel it again.
Its not easy being so feeling-less, emotional-less and heart-less...
I never ever ever wanna experience it again. eep.
its just as grey as my life.
I didn't even have the mood to blog on my damn birthday.
No big. Last year it was terribly spoilt by him.
He was forgave.
So this year, tried my best to be the happiest person on earth on my bday, and still it wasn't really perfect, as i was disappointed by him and him.
but whateva it is, i had a great time with daddy and my sis at Curve. watched spiderman 3.
Spiderman was nice, but somehow i find it abit long winded. I was actually restless sitting down for about 2 hours and 30 mins. I love the ending. It was sort of sad ..... hey, even a 6-7 year old boy cried, and a malay woman beside me cried... so nothing wrong if i cried too. hahax.
Oh yea, did i mention? that i had to go to skool on saturday. (my bday) Sad huh?
Not really actually.
I really had a blast with deb, kav, limay and rach.
Playing badminton.... and i really suck at it.
For some reasons .... i really cant aim at the damn shuttle cock properly. Estimation bad....
My estimation is real bad.... I dunno.. maybe i have monoscopic vision haha!
I just feel like so weak sometimes.... that day, played badminton .... lil while only... suddenly got heart pain. Not exactly heart pain... but maybe its bad gastric la.. dunno. just pain like crap. Thats one thing.
Then i have my knees and wrists and ankle. They just hurt for no reasons sometimes. My knee i understand la.... over used. Wrist and ankle dunno wtf liddat.
haihh.... oh and... he didn't wish. but nvm ... i oredi patah hati.
No use spending ur days sad. No use harping on something HOPELESS.
Drop the topic.
Today, first day of exam. It was pretty stressful.
Sometimes i just think i might mutate into a pontianak ... not a beast (considering i have not-so-long-hair now) with big and long fangs and always ready to bite someone's head off when im really stressed. You noe people, we can't really blame Limay for being bad mood and letting it out on us. I experienced it today, i've never been so so bad mood in my life. The feeling is like.... there is something in you that you wanna let out. Any tiny irritance like someone talking, or someong giggling will seriously get into ur nerves man. This morning i felt like taking a scissors and stab him right at his heart. Or ... i could pick someone and beat that person up kao kao. You ppl noe anywhere with those boxing thingy ? I wanna sign up for that course.
not joking. haha.
I dunno whats wrong with me today. Something really wrong. We had moral and BM2 today. And you ppl should noe i love to write grandma stories and fill up atleast 3 pages of test pad. But unfortunately today .... bahagian C came out my favorite question. Something about dadah that i could really brag like crap about. But suddenly my mind went blank. At that point, i was a hopeless writer.
5 words : I'm gonna fail my BM.
Bahagian A (ringkasan) was a pain in the ass. Bahagian D was the best, considering i nearly killed someone while memorizing the damn watak dan perwatakan Deli, and i don't think i missed a word.
13 more papers to go.
Kampateh!!
Its test war 1 for me.
I MUST GET ALL A"S!!!
haih.... atleast... all about 80% then i happy.
Drop the damn exam topic.
one more thing to talk about. or maybe brag.
As many of my frens noes, i am very emotionless. eg: sad or happy.
I just get grumpy. thats it.
And they noe, when i set my mind to delete a person from my brain memory, i could.
and i actually did it.
but.... that particular day, when i was walking to science lab 2. i think it was yesterday, i couldn't remember.
i wasn't looking where i was goin and suddenly he appeared infront of me.
Our eye met for the third time. Yes, the third time.
and this time the feeling was different.
Its like i just kena those iron thingy in the hospital for someone who is dying. Forgot whats it called.
Its like, that iron thingy just shocked me at my heart. It was like a thunder in my heart. Suddenly strike liddat, can get heart att wei.
both of us stone there for about 3 secs. and It thundered for 3 secs.
Or maybe, the heart stop beating for 3 secs and i stopped breathing for 3 secs.
The feeling was....
weird.
Its unforgettable. I never felt like that before. seriously, never.
and i never ever wish to feel it again.
Its not easy being so feeling-less, emotional-less and heart-less...
I never ever ever wanna experience it again. eep.
its just as grey as my life.